Ladies Nite

so last night i met up with some friends for dinner. of coarse, i was late, i really gotta work on that. i caught up with them after they finished eating, so we sat and talked for a bit. then after, no one wanted to go home, so we all went to jannas house. it was my first night out with girlfriends since forever, and i had a great time. it is just what i needed to get out of a rut. i do love staying home with sean and jaiden and that is part of the reason i think it is so hard for me to actually get out. i love being with them, but sean always encourages me to call them up to play. i always say i am going to but i never do. it is not that i dont want to because i really really do, i think it is just a comfort thing. i have never had a problem with it before, but then again i have never really had to make friends until i moved out here. i just always had the same friends growing up or they introduced me to other people. i love the girls in my ward, i think they are so great and talented, and so much fun. i am making it a goal to get out more. i plan on going to surf group on thursdays and maybe a new workout thing they are starting on mondays. i am really going to make an effort. these girls are great and i want be better friends with them before it is too late and time for us to leave hawaii.
as a side note, when i got home last night all the lights were out. i thought maybe sean and jaiden went for a walk. but usually he would call me. so i checked all the house until i checked our bedroom last. i found sean and jaiden completely passed out. i guess they wore each other out in the short time i was gone. i had to put both of them to bed.